She is so much like me with communication, so that makes it easy for EVERYONE. We went through a couple of nannies and I was introduced to Miss Jenna 2 months ago. I couldn't be more blessed. The hardest part for me in all of this is making a point to try to please everyone and I am sure you mom's know what I am talking about. Aside from all of that, there of course has been lots of family drama.
Most of you who know me know that I have had a close relationship with certain people in my family and I recently made the hardest decision to build a wall. It's not that I don't know how to "forgive'", but let me ask you all a question? Can you truly forgive someone, if you choose to never have a close relationship with them? My life seems so much happier since I have cut those relationships off, but the only problem I am struggling with now, is that whenever there are family events, I am forced to be around those I don't care to and it's a little too fresh surfaced for me. I hate having these feelings, but it's really hard not to. When the same people continue to hurt you all you can do is over protect yourself.
On a side note, our friends had a little baby boy. I haven't made a point to go around at all because alot of me feels like I have nightmares of my experience with Kade. Is that weird? Anyhow, I love my run on sentences. I am going to Utah to "save my husband" from his family so I will blog all about it when I am back.
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